This rainy weather is making me think a little too hard. I really don’t like it.
I have the song For The First Time by The Script on repeat. There is a verse in it that gets to me. Like I feel like my stomach drops or something.
Which causes me to think about stuff.
I don’t like it.
If I have to hear about “ooohhh it’s cuddle weather!” one more time I am seriously going to take all my pillows I have, go to that persons house and pillow fight the living shit out of them.
I am probably just not in a good mood since I usually am very lenient with this kind of weather. But this time I have run out of T.V to watch, i’m too lazy to open my back pack to do homework and I AM THINKING WAY TO MUCH.
Give me back my San Diego.
I CRYYYYYYYYYY
This did not start out as a good day, but it was mostly because I wasn’t letting it be a good day. I complained that I did bad on my French Exam, but it was because I know it was because I didn’t put effort. I didn’t realize I had a Argumentation quiz, but it was because I had absolutely no passion to look into that class anymore. And something else. But that’s not important. But in general, I had no one to blame for todays misfortunes.
Thank goodness for Ashley Kummer. Even if she did change dramatically and at times I find myself scared for her life. She still finds ways to make me crack up at times the way I did during sophomore year. Her stories at her job made me crack up which produces the inside joke, “I CRYYYYYYYY”
She saved me today from being all dull. That was a dramatic statement haha, she helped me realize that I had to just brighten up.
Not everyday is going to be great and at times I have to just be sad to just let it out. But once the sad is out try your damn best to brighten up. Cause as that typical saying This too shall pass.
Another positive note, I am not gonna lie I was on the verge of tears that I finally got a B on a homework set for astronomy all by myself. I usually get D’s and F’s and one time I got lucky and got a C (and also another time I begged the teacher to let me retake one and I got a A, but that was because I remembered the answers) but this time I actually got a B. It was a Homework set so it may not seem like a big deal, but to me I feel like the hottest man alive chose me out of all the gorgeous girls on the dance floor to slow dance. Gahhhhh this made my night The little things can cause the hugest smiles.:)
Positive thinking sillies.
